Friday, December 19, 2008

CHICO

so today we get CHICO.
Really i see how some people are seeing my excitment and giving me that look.
The what the fuck are you so excited about....it's a dog
well let me tell you...
it's been a tough year and when you have one of these an animal, a few bottles of wine and a friend can really help.
There's this inner intuition that pets have.
They know when you're feeling like crap and they don't ignore it.
It's amazing to have the unconditional love
the ear that will listen and not give you funny looks or get offended
really i want to be a like a dog...they know what they know about people
dogs are like babies....if you're scarry they don't want to be around you or they cry
i need that.
i want that inner sensor that goes off when someones gonna be a freak and be a shitty friend in the end.

anyways today we get Chico. we were there the day he was born and it's been amazing to watch him grow. this sounds crazy because he's not a child. but i love him. i can't imagine what it would be like to have children....but kids are more work
i figure since i handled a plant now i'm on my way to a dog and when i master that we'll move on to kids...one step at a time.


so please don't take my excitement as psychosis...there have been amazing things this year and terrible things too...this is another amazing. i need this year to balance out.

1 comment:

*D* said...

this year will balance out.
i'm excited for you, phil and CHICO.

*D*