there are such things as stupid questions

do you ever feel like things that you don't do but are subject to drastically change you?
for example most days that i have here at work i feel like i'm getting drastically more stupid because of the retarded people i have to deal with. sure i'm freaking out here and now but when i'm on the phone with them or e-mailing back and forth i feel that little by little they are sucking the life out of my brain. if i really have to e-mail you back one more time telling you that i just sent you the correct invoice. i'm gonna loose it. i may have to get in my car....drive to the airport. have phil shell out the cash to buy me a plane ticket.....fly to montreal and scream in your face.

when i don't have a face to face relationship with someone....being i'm talking to them on the phone, msn or e-mails through work i always somehow imagine what these people i'm talking to look like. on the days they're nice to me, easy to get along with and not being stupid i always imagine them moderatly nicely dressed. "hair looks great...lynne", smelling good and we're good to go. then there are the days when the stupidity has over-ridden everything....the clothes are in shambles, your hair sucks and you smell. how did this happen. my nice creative pleasent imagery went from having you as someone to love to someone i really wouldn't want to go for drinks after work with.

the plesantries begin to have tone.... you know when you were in elementary and they told us all that there's no such thing as a stupid question? well that rule doesn't apply anymore. there are stupid questions so please refrain from asking them.

now that the rant is over....purpose being so that when i go home today i'm not super pissed about the people i've dealt with still.

yesterday i broke a record at work. i processed 53 orders in one day. to some of you that may not seem like a lot but it really is. by the time i was done i was ready to go home for the day. i felt like my brain had been used as a trampoline. it felt good though knowing even though i haven't been here that long that i can get it done. i wonder if i'll be bored of this fast. i'm not bored of the hours or the pay....just repetition without nice people or social interaction can be a bit tough.

that's all i've got for today...

*also - everyone one should listen to "sunset rubdown"