Tuesday, November 11, 2008

it's beautiful, it's ugly & it's still making music

so i've been thinking a lot lately. what heals the soul? is it time? space? business? writting? a vacation? a cleanse...oh god. for me to have the wounds of my soul it takes a lot of letting go. it takes me pushing myself beyond worrying about other people or even how i feel in that moment. we're talking about process right. when i get hurt, someone pisses me off etc etc i have to really take myself out of the situation....

so i have this 3& 1/2 ft by 5 ft canvass. it's been blotted on for awhile. today i need to spend some time with it. i need to get some things out and make some mess.

the weather outside is really how i've been feeling this last week. it's windy like crazy, kind of raining, the clouds are in and it's freaking cold. i can hear the sirens too. beyond all of that there's a set of chimes on our porch. it's beautiful, it's ugly and it's still making music.

2 comments:

*D* said...

i'm jealous of the canvas.

have fun making a mess and letting go. i should follow suit.

*D*

The Unborn Artist. said...

taking yourself out of the situation eh? what a good idea
i cant worry about other people anymore or at least as much as a i do:)
i love us three ladies blogging