some spare time

i work in a ghetto office above the Army Surplus Store
i have a lovely cubical that has yet to be decorated
i take orders
i make orders
i ship things and
i take your money
i on occasion look at the dead bugs caught in my florescent lights
i am surrounded by boxes
i have a steady paycheck
i have benefits
i can wear what i want
i can listen to the music i want to
i can push my lunch break back as far as possible so the end of the day seems closer
i take non smoking smoke breaks
i give away shoes and sweaters i don't wear anymore
i want more shoes, earrings, pashminas & purses
i listen
i only say 1/3 of my opinions - so for those of you who think i'm opinionated you have no idea
i still haven't repalced my broken ipod
i've got a lot of questions
i love phil
i still love the color green more than any other color
i miss the days where i didn't have enemies
i miss good foam
i'm shamlessly addicted to MTV
i don't know if i should cut my hair or not
i hate driving in the snow and spending money on things like tires
i'm doing alright


i wrote this down because i had time too.